Thursday, July 23, 2009

hp madness!

oh goodness ever since i watched that movie on monday, i can't stop reading harry potter and stuff! i'm going crazy!

i'm like skimming through the last two books and stuff. it alllll started when i wanted to see where the romantic parts of the books were. then tuesday i read the last few chapters of book 7 (my favorite one ;D along with book 4). "NOT MY DAUGHTER, YOU BITCH!" HAHAH favorite line in the book.

i think harry potter is the smartest series of books EVER. you can't just read one. in order to get the story, you have to read all of the books. and jk rowling plans out every little detail. every little thing has its own meaning. she chose every name, every place, every thing carefully. freakin awesomest writer ever!

in the sixth book, there was some advice that ginny said hermione gave her about harry: "Hermione told me to get on with life, maybe go out with some other people, relax a bit around you...and she thought you might take a bit more notice if i was a bit more--myself." but it's so dang hard to relax! any move i make can instantly move them away from me :[[.

oh i forgot to mention, i think, that during the inferi scene in the movie, i had my hands covering my face and i was bracing myself because I KNEWWWW that there would be something scary that POPS out of the water. before it happened, my cousin took my hands away from my face. then when it happened, i was the only one that screamed and everyone else in the theatre was laughing at me -___-x.

dang it i didn't keep the ticket stub :[[. my aunt kept it.

my most favorite line in the movie was: "HI ;D!" hahaha. if you watched the movie, you might know what i mean. it was the felix felicis scene on the way to hagrid's HEHE ;D.

sooo yea. i noticed that when i get sad, i get sad at the wrong moments. it's usually when i can't show that i'm sad which makes it worse because i can't let out my feelings. then i always have the urge to talk to someone and pour my heart out. i need a tom riddle diary...JUST KIDDING ;DDD!

DUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUDE snape is the most misunderstood character of the series. such sadness :[[.

RF: when i'm crying, i don't like to talk to people or answer anyone who asks why i'm crying or explain why i'm crying or do anything that involves talking. it makes me think about it more and then i cry more and my sobs grow dramatically and if i try to talk you can't freakin understand me through the heaving and the sobbing. so please, if i ever cry in front of you, a hug or just company will do. don't say anything, don't ask anything. i'm sure it will be pretty obvious i'm not all right. and this sounds bitchy, but i don't need fake sympathy. be genuine please. if you really care, then hug me. if you're just trying to be nice, don't do anything and walk away. it makes me more upset seeing that people are just trying to be nice (which is really weird and rude and stuffffff).

another RF that goes along with the above (plus, i don't like exposing myself like this so i might as well let all the cats out of the bag): depending on what kind of crying i was doing, my face turns back to normal after i'm done crying. if i was more teary and i don't make sounds like i'm heaving or wtvr, theeeeeen you will see that a few minutes later after i'm done crying, my nose and eyes aren't red anymore. my true tears are when my eyes stay red for a long time, even if i only cried for a short while. and i heave.

2 comments:

  1. Now you know why I'm such a fan!! I feel the same way about all of the details that JKR puts into the books, and the more I read, the more I find out. I even found Euro references in there, like obscure info that Puzo would drop in her lectures!


    I cried during the last fifteen minutes of Harry Potter. My friends kept asking "Is he going to die NOW???" but I sobbed anyway. I didn't really like the movie, though. It wasn't very well done.

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  2. how much i'd love to have a tom riddle diary. ahah.

    haha! my friends were covering their ears during the inferi part. I was like, "... why are you guys doing that. O_o" Then I decided to copy them and i covered my ears right before it popped out. pheww.

    aww, that sucks how renz got the short height genes. D: as you said, a hot body and good looking face... he SHOULD be tall! DD:

    nope my parents have not hooked me up, thank goodness. ahha. my dad jokes about it, but in reality, he doesn't like the idea of me already getting with someone. you know dads haha.

    godmother?! aaahh! well. hm. you two aren't biologically brother and sister, so it seems alright. :O it's not like incest if you two... yeah. ahah

    nawww, your sofa bed isn't too obvious that it's from ikea. For me, that's the only place I know where sofa beds exist. ahah. but ikea's cool. affordable furniture. :D

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