honestly i don't deserve this

i got a four on the euro ap test. yeayea clap clap WHOO HOO i'm so happy for you rea :D!

well, don't get me wrong, I'M SO DAMN HAPPY! but i don't deserve it. if you knew what i did this year (i didn't cheat if that's what you're thinking -__-), then you know i deserved something lower. and if you READ my essays hahahaha you would be like wtf how did she get a four? i'm guessing they completely ignored the essays haha. i'm so damn lucky.

now i need to celebrate in some way. "one more time! we're gonna celebrate-yea oh yea all right, we'll start the dancing!"

daft punking right now! haha.

no way am i doing what i did last year ever again.

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i'm so excited ;D! i'm webchatting with cindy in an hour ;D. haha "it's a date!" me and her aren't that close but yea, sooo cool. she's in "hahvahd" (harvard) right now. lucky girrrrl. i feel bad for her because i'm sure no one's contacting her in our group. right now, i only really talk to natalie and julia and julia not as often as i should. iono, we're not falling apart, but i hate the laziness of it all.