Friday, July 17, 2009

AH-HA!

i had an "AH-HA!" moment x]. me and him go well together. we get along GREAT...but only as far as friends go. although i hate it when he sings. sometimes i just want to shut up him HAHA. i used to think it was cute then it got annoying LOL. yeaaaaa.

so yesterday (or was it the day before...?) i didn't have such a good day. i was really pissed off at how annoying and ocd-ish my mom can be sometimes. ugh. and how rude she can be to my great aunt. but i'm gonna try to forget it.

samantha's birthday was thursday and as a really late birthday present, us friends are making a video together (it's a surprise, shh!). we have separate recordings though since we can't all meet up at the same time. part of the video is making a music video to wannabe by spice girls.

OMG IT'S SUCH A HARD SONG TO EDIT! it's so fast and you think that this one part is good but you find out that one part only covers one SECOND of the song. omggg. it took me about half an hour to edit ONE MINUTE of the song. i'll finish some other time lol. it's so annoying.

but it's for our dear samantha <3.

UGH I DON'T DO SO WELL WITH GUYS! why, i don't know. whenever i'm around a guy i think i could like, i feel so stupid. i know i look dumb -__-x. or ok fine i feel dumb.

there are only few guys i actually get along with pretty well. bryant was one, but iono about now. royal is another. philip is another, but we can't keep up a conversation unless we talk about ghaoighaklgahgo :]. chris wAng is one, he's really funny x]. justin kang, my co-editor next year, is another.

but the thing is, conversation dies only a little less quickly than it does for most guys. i can't keep up conversations with guys. i don't know why. i guess i'm not as comfortable around them as i am with girls? or maybe there isn't one guy i hang out with alot or talk to alot.

oh i almost forgot:

random factoid: sometimes, when in a conversation, i ask a question i already know the answer to. some of the time i want you to elaborate on the topic so i could find out more about you/ a certain situation. most of the time though, i'm just making conversation and i can't think of anything else to say. i'm a curious person and i like to know more about people because many times people have contradicted my first impressions of them.

1 comment:

  1. haha! hair is EVERYTHING on a dude. and yep, depending on their hair it could either ruin them or "hotlicious" them. ;D

    and me too, I miss the friendship.

    AH-HA! brahem and you go well together? ;D oohlala. so he sings? LOOL

    i'm the same around guys also, i get uncomfortable for no reason. But i manage to still have a conversation. It's rare that i'll click with a dude the way I click with girls. With girls, i feel more free and out there. ahah. I don't really have any close guy friends, except for 2 but i see them as brothers...and kinda like sisters sometimes. ahha.

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