just might be paranoid

i kinda like that song by the jonas brothers. "paranoid". cuz that's what i am. PARANOID ABOUT EVERYTHING!

i can't believe it, i ruined it. damn i'm so stupid. good job rea. you single-handedly ruined what you gained this past week. aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh. this is so gay.

so anyway, sat 2 math was aiight. i knew how to do the problems but it took a while to figure it out. in the end, i omitted 10 and guessed on 3. i'm hoping i get 750 or at least 710. fontana high school is both indoor and outdoor, which was cool. i've never been in an indoor high school. it's pretty tight. i got reminded of high school musical, except there were no lockers...come to think of it, i didn't see any lockers. hm...

i cut my hair :D. it's pretty short. i think this is the shortest i've cut my hair. i mean, i've cut my hair about this short before, but that was when i didn't have layered hair. now my hair's almost like a bob, but not quite. ehehe it's so short x]. i can't see my split ends! haha.

i wish i had summer school now. i miss everyone! maybe one time, us friends will get to hang out together. i'll probably visit them when we do hang out. maybe when transformers comes out.

dude, my friends are so gay sometimes -_-. we can't find time to hang out with each other and it makes me want to cry sometimes because some of them don't care.

hey, maybe us friends should be called less than three... ;D hahaha. but that's our "dance crew" name x]. less than three!

Nothing Lasts Forever--Maroon 5

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far awayThe distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Though we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my helpWhat a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes you so hard to stay
Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way