spring break day 3

FAILURE.

i came online to rant more about how much i didn't study and how much i did sleep. but then i read chris' post and it gave me some sense of relief. like he relieved me of my duties to study and that it was ok to procrastinate.

of course that's not a good thing, but seriously...this is going to be the last spring break that should be a BREAK before ib. i mean my gosh all i did last spring break was STUDY for world history cst. i feel so relaxed when i clean or play piano or just lounge around looking up stuff online (my forms of procrastination).

then i read kaitlyn's post and she's kinda sorta doing the same. maybe i'm relieved because i'm glad someone else is in this same consumed life of a walnut high school student. maybe we're all tired because i am.

i'm still on the reformation. i realize how easy that topic is. and also absolutism (louis xv...or was it xvi?). Dear God let me have those topics for my essay. i promise i'll ace it :].

there's so much material to cover, there's so much homework to do. i've yet to do my math packet, my english intro paragraph, my 300 question chem hw (in total), and the euro study guides. but i want a BREAK.

can't wait for summer. it'll be kinda chill, just taking sat prep...somewhere. i don't know where yet. not walnut though, my mom and dad want a break from driving me there.

i want to watch the hannah montana movie. boom boom clap, boom de clap de clap! zigzag, across the floor. lalala shuffle diagonal. i'm so tempted to ask the peeps if they want to watch it with me on friday...BUT i've got a ton of stuff to do.

i have so much plans in my head but i never follow through with them. give me a break.

i was looking through people's blogspot and one stuck out in my mind. i'm not gonna say who cuz i don't even know his last name haha, but this person was pretty cool and made me want to live his life.

it was so chill, so free. and he can't drive either! well ok alot of people i know have a life like that. unplanned, impromptu...

anyway, that's not my point. on his blog, he told his day through pictures (clear pictures, too. i was wondering why til he mentioned a new lense and i was like duh it's a nikon or something). hm, i'd like that. tell my day through pictures. bring my camera whereever i go. the memories! iono it's just pretty cool. it's like a yearbook diary--pictures instead of words. pictures do say a thousand words :].

also, i wish that walnut high school was in rancho cucamonga and that my friends lived in rancho cucamonga. this city would be a perfect place to hang out. i live like in the center of everything--just minutes away from someplace cool.

there's a theatre 5 minutes away driving distance (probably half hour away walking distance) with a $4.50 matinee. thing is there's not much movies cuz it's a small theatre, but STILL. then there's victoria gardens, which i think is THE best place to hang out with friends...though i've never done that before. it's also a nice study group place :]. there's target, there's hometown, there's gosh everything! name a place and there's PROBABLY one nearby just minutes away.

i've always said that when i grow up, i want to live in walnut (never in my life have i lived in that city haha). now, maybe for college i want to live in rancho. no wait wtf haha i do live here. ok lemme rephrase: when i start living on my own (which will be when i'm married or have a job before i'm married), then i'll look for a place around here and do wtvr i want :D. or i could just buy a car instead of moving out and then i can do wtvr i want :]. yay! with my job of course.

today i started contemplating on another possible career i would like. after watching a friends episode where ross goes to ob/gyn with carol and susan (before ben was born. did you know the older ben is played by cole sprouse? i did not know that haha but you can totally tell it's him), i started thinking if that could be a career for me. i don't know it's just stuck in my mind right now.

i mean ok i LOVE psychology and will absolutely take a class on it, but maybe i won't pursue it. i was trying to think maybe a neurologist also, but all that takes too much effort (and money). so maybe i'll think about ob/gyn.

ob/gyn, btw, is that place/person/wtvr where pregnant women can see their baby inside them. i don't know why...i mean my cousin said she was going to do that but i don't see her doing anything useful right now, the college grad that she is. anyway, yea she said she was gonna do it and i was never really that interested in it. better yet i had no thought in it.

maybe i'll do that. i'll do some research.

then maybe i'll watch marley and me OR he's just not that into you. depends on what i see first. or maybe i should finish get smart. nah i'll watch get smart again haha. freakin hilarious movie.